Fighting off Panic Attacks Again

August2nd-SummerSlam Night 1 Recap-RIP Vincent Pastore-mental health & avoiding agents in my life-handling my emotions better than in high school-not trying to go out of my way to pine-not feeling good long term putting effort to be irrational and resisting feelings-wasting most of summer w this irrational stuff-past sabotage-troll antics-bad political tweets-weird dreams-Aug3rd-SummerSlam Night 2 recap-Aug4th-having to be forced to see my parents decline because I didn’t sell my soul and being controlled most of my life which is detrimental to any future relationship-being demoted to fist bumps-fighting off panic attacks and learning from the past-why women are on another level than men w mental health-agents invading my house-testing myself mentally-difficult to confront feelings when forces want you to become an incel-never getting out of my current reality -wanting to go back to eating my feelings-history of envisioning an entire relationship before it happens-forces paying customs to put chaos in my life-hatred for the past and being used-weird dreams-Roland Martin sex tape-how current content creators think they’re covering news when its just storylines-Sidney Starr-WNBA discourse-Bernie Moreno-AI-Russia Ukraine-More forced Hasan discourse-Fauci-alt media needing obvious villains-undermining public health-MTG new political party-Mass shootings-Wrestling fandom-Aug 5th-RAW NXT recaps-RIP Dory Funk-Mental health-catching feelings adds one more on a long list of stress I have in my life-industry old guard left me for dead hoping Id crumble and learned their tactics from the mental abuse Ive dealt with-cogs who have not been discarded and humiliated yet won’t see my view until they go through it