Chapter 4-Loneliness and codependency

I have always felt an immense loneliness.The feeling that my life is a mistake and that I should never have been born has haunted me from a young age. I remember that sometimes at night I prayed to God to take me away and at the same time not wanting my family to know this, cause I didn’t want to make them sad. I never questioned myself feeling this way until I was 17. That's when I asked my parents if I could go to a psychologist and basically I have been in some kind of therapy since then. Being a patient has been part of my identity, as one of my best friends would say. Yes it's true…