Big Small Feelings
by Big Small Feelings
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E19: Hakuna Matata
E19: Hakuna Matata
About this podcast
The uncensored pages we never thought we’d share. Join us, Jess and Laura, as we revisit the chaos of our 20s through our very own journals. From big feelings to small feelings and everything in between, we look back on a whirlwind of a decade. Is it normal to feel like this in your 20s? Well, we’re still not sure but this is what we’ve learnt along the way.
Episodes
- E19: Hakuna Matata · 37 minIn Oct 2016 Jess is trauma bonding with a new gentleman (at least she's not talking about CrossFit for once). In May, Laura is in Borneo, the land of the giant bugs, and being…
- E18: To Splash Or Not to Splash · 35 minIn oct 2016, Jess is LOVING salsa and takes a moment in her favourite cafe to reflect on splashing (et al). In may, Laura is coming to terms with the end of her trip and all that…
- E17: CrossFit is the Answer · 34 minOctober 2016, Jess is reflecting on loneliness, salsa and (of course) crossfit. In May, Laura is leaving Ubud having achieved "total self awareness" (which, in itself, is a…
- E16: Have You Missed This? · 36 minSeptember 2016, there are two new boys on the scene for Jess. One is verrrrrry young and may/may not have been to prison but...there's just something about him. In May, Laura has…
- E15: The Vulnerability Hangover™️ · 36 minIn a BSF first, Jess is revisiting an entry that she previously censored (gasp!) that details her star-crossed love affair that wasn't meant to be (...or was it?) . After 7 days…
- E14: The Conveyor Belt of Life · 36 minIn Sept 2016, Jess is thinking a LOT about paths...and a peanut butter brownie. In May, Laura is still processing her breakup, but is she avoidant or just trying to be positive?…
- E13: Car Broke Down, Boat Broke Down, Still Good Fun · 35 minTW: Break ups. August 2016, Jess is LOVING Cali, despite her near death experience. In May, Laura processes her break up. This is a difficult entry to revisit, so if you only…
- E12: Old Men, Young Men, Everything in Between · 33 minAugust 2016 Jess continues her Colombian adventure by getting lost (again) and then finds herself in a cafe with a handsome stranger, but has he noticed her too? In May 2016…
- E11: These Two Left Feet · 38 minIn August 2026 Jess has made an endless list of activities to help her throw herself into her new life in Cali, two left feet first. Laura is wrapping up her time in NZ (which…
- E10: Stop Being a Fanny · 36 minJuly 2016 Jess is being hard on herself about her new life in Colombia. But...in fairness to her...it has only been two days. In March, Laura has a confession to make, and it's…
- E9: There are Worse Places to Cry · 35 minIn July 2016 Jess is leaving for Colombia, not before she gives herself a (maybe drunk?) pep talk in Heathrow T2 (would you expect anything less?). In March, Laura has landed in…
- E8: Put Your Luteal Phase Away · 34 minIn 2016 Jess has her very own sliding doors moment with two (almost) job offers. In Abu Dhabi, Laura begins her travels as a semi, lightly seasoned traveller, but she's…
- E7: Finding Myself in a Vegan Cafe · 42 minIn Feb 2016 Jess is hanging out with the boys (her brothers, not the dogs) and deciding whether or not to call it off with convenience boy. In Jan 2016, Laura is preparing for…
- E6: Cuddles and Hanging Out Time · 42 minIn 2016 it’s Jess’ birthday and she has five and a half pages of celebrations that are just lovely. At the end of 2015, Laura is preparing to ring in the new year with an almost…
- E5: Volunteering with the Orangutans · 35 minThe first crazy spell for 2016 has struck Jess. She's just feeling DONE. Has she lost faith in herself or will she perk up for her birthday? In 2015, Laura asks for a sabbatical…
- E4: Chicken Soup for the Soul · 36 minIn 2016, Jess is headed back to Notts feeling energised and refreshed, probably because her mum just took her to Sainsbury's (always fun). Laura is jumping ahead to 2015 where…
- E3: Lose Yourself to Find Yourself · 34 minIn 2016, Jess is romantic journaling at the airport before she heads back to her "lovely Brazil", while she works out if Matt might be a convenience boy. It's a New Year and a…
- E2: Would We Call Them Men? · 38 minJess & Laura wonder who the ideal partner might have been back in the day and it’s pretty different to what they think they need now. In 2016, Jess wonders whether Matt really is…
- E1: Take Things as They Come · 30 minOn the first ever episode of Big Small Feelings, Jess rings in 2016 with her extremely non vague and original New Year’s Resolution to “take things as they come and don’t…







