Girlscamp
de Hayley Rawle
*TEASER* Privacy? Never Heard of Her
Sobre este podcast
I deconstructed my Mormon faith down to the bone—and when my dad died, the deconstruction shit really hit the fan. Now, Girlscamp isn’t just about what’s fallen apart, but about exploring what might come next.
Around the campfire, we’ll swap stories from life after faith shifts, laugh at the quirks of high-demand religion, and dig into the ways Mormonism shows up in our culture—from pop culture and art to media and everyday life. I’ll also sit down with voices ranging from therapists to philosophers to everyday people reimagining belief, as we tackle what it means to live, love, grieve, and grow once certainty is gone.
Honest, curious, and a little irreverent—because that’s what Girlscamp is all about.
Episodios
Los 20 episodios más recientes de 239
- *TEASER* Privacy? Never Heard of Her · 3 minTo share, or not to share, that is the question. This episode is a BTS look at how I figure out the what, when, and why behind what I post on Girlscamp. Next Wednesday, I'm…
- Missionary Apartment of Horrors · 57 minIf this scary stories episode teaches us anything, it’s that Mormon missions over-index in horrifying occurrences. In addition to many spooky mission stories, I’m also reading…
- Confessions of a Recovering AI-aholic · 1 h 7 minContinuing our October run of spooky episode topics, we’re talking about generative AI 👻 I start with a confession about my own past ChatGPT use and then get into all the reasons…
- *TEASER* Backrooms Recap: Mormon Liminal Spaces & Religious Trauma Reckoning · 3 minI finally watched Backrooms and (no surprise!) made some Mormon connections. I'm recapping the movie and sharing my takeaways around processing trauma, particularly of the…
- Ghosts, But the Good Kind · 1 h 4 minOne of my favorite annual episodes is here… I’m sharing your good ghost stories! We’re talking about friendly house ghosts, deceased grandparents showing up right when they’re…
- Ted Bundy, Baptized Mormon · 1 h 1 minYep! Ted Bundy was a full-blown Mormon. Today I'm telling you how he joined, what his Mormonism may have meant to him and what I think him joining says about Mormonism. Spilling…
- *TEASER* My Idea of Perfect Happiness · 3 minToday I'm answering the 20 self-reflection questions of the Proust Questionnaire, including my idea of perfect happiness, the trait I most deplore in myself, the living person I…
- The Black Sheep Back in Utah · 1 h 4 minI went back to Utah for the first time since moving to LA, and it was a mixed bag of emotions. Today, I'm talking about the good and the bad of being back, my first-ever…
- Religion WAY Off the Rails · 1 h 3 minIn this wild card religious stories part 2 episode, things get even crazier than the first round. We’re talking about spiritual coercion to “speak in tongues”, religious…
- *TEASER* Friendships: Keeping Them, Making Them & Breaking Them · 1 minWe’re talking all things friendship! I share about my friendship situation in California, what I think makes for healthy long-term friendships, how to make new friends and give…
- Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 5: Ex-Mormon Recap & Reaction · 1 h 3 minIt’s that time again! We’ve got another chaotic season of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives to unpack, and I’m breaking it all down from my perspective as a former Mormon wife…
- Religion Off the Rails · 1 h 9 minIt’s time for one of my favorite types of episodes: reading your wildest religious stories. Today, we’re diving into Ted Bundy’s bizarre stint in Mormonism, a UK reverend…
- *TEASER* Sunday Check-In: Threesomes, Mormon Cringe & More · 2 minHappy Sunday! I decided to do this week's Sunday check-in here on Patreon, where I can be more open and unfiltered. I'm responding to your submissions—including my thoughts on…
- Permission to Start Over with Zoe Lazerson · 1 h 21 minIt was so lovely to chat with today’s guest, Zoe Lazerson, about the times in life she’s made the difficult choice to start over: when rejecting the Mormon life path expected by…
- Eating Disorders, Mormonism & The Road Back to Myself with Clara Henrie · 1 h 24 minContent warning: This episode includes discussion of eating disorders and eating disorder recovery. Today, Clara Henrie bravely shares her story of eating disorder recovery…
- An Ex-Mormon Tries Unitarian Universalism · 1 h 3 minI went to church this Sunday of my own free will. You read that right! I took a microdose mushroom gummy on Saturday, went down a Unitarian Universalist internet rabbit hole, and…
- Am I Glad I Went on a Mormon Mission? · 1 h 0 minTen years after returning home from my Mormon mission, I’m finally answering whether I’m glad I went—and exploring why that’s such a complicated thing to answer. I also share…
- *TEASER* God's Mad at Me · 2 minDue to some recent life events, I kind of think that if there is a God, he’s mad at me. So reading and unpacking Louise Glück’s The Wild Iris was particularly cathartic. I loved…
- How Language Shapes What We Believe with Amanda Montell · 1 h 17 minI'm thrilled to have sociolinguist Amanda Montell joining us to talk about the power of language in shaping what we believe—whether those beliefs are religious, political…
- When Dreams Mean Something ☽ · 1 h 4 minI asked you to share your most meaningful dream experiences and naturally ended up crying on my couch reading through them. These stories include poignant visits from dead loved…







