Mindfully Disruptive
by Patricia Rundblade
S6: Ep 87: The Paradox of Endless Self-Discovery: When Knowing…
About this podcast
Mindfully Disruptive
unfiltered. unapologetic. unignorable.
Mindfully Disruptive is the podcast for the woman who has outgrown the life she built — and is finally ready to build the one that she has been craving. If you’ve ever whispered to yourself, How did I get here… and why doesn’t my life fit anymore? Who am I now? Why does everything feel different? — pull up a chair, friend. You’re in the right place.
This show is for women moving through midlife — and yes, through perimenopause and menopause — as the initiation it truly is. Not as an ending; as a remembering - a return - a becoming.
Together, we explore the exhaustion beneath the exhaustion: the draining of your energy, the control used in order to feel safe, the ways we continually hand our power away, and the ancestral burdens we continue to carry rent-free in our minds, hearts, and bodies. Through tools like Human Design, Gene Keys, creative art practices, ancestral medicine, divination, and shamanic wisdom, we explore what it means to reclaim your energy, your identity, and your self-leadership. On your own terms. In your own timing. In your own design.
Each week, we dive into Human Design and Gene Keys teachings that help you trust yourself and your own decisions. We explore perimenopause and menopause through the lens of energy and design — especially for non-sacral types who were never meant to run on constant output. We talk about identity shifts, purpose pivots, and the beautiful untangling that always comes before transformation.
We explore life energy healing — what it actually means to restore your energy, not just manage it. We weave in spiritual wisdom, lived experience, and real stories of women consciously transforming their lives and narratives. And we sit down with guest teachers in tarot and divination, psychic mediumship, ancestral medicine, shamanic healing, and other powerful practices most podcasts won’t touch.
Every episode is part teaching, part reflection, part permission slip — with honest conversation, practical tools, and the occasional well-placed f-bomb. Because here’s what I know about this season of life: your spark didn’t disappear. It got tangled in the messiness of a misaligned life. And this — this is how we untangle the knots.
Midlife isn’t the beginning of the end. It’s the best part of life.
Welcome to Mindfully Disruptive. I’m so glad you’re here.
I’m Patricia — Curandera, Creative Energetics Intuitive, Podcast host, Artist, and Leadership Mentor — and I have walked the walk of the exhaustion beyond the exhaustion myself.
What I share about this work comes from inside of a very lived experience. I have transformed my way through it — through art that cracked me open, through breath that moved what words couldn’t reach, through the slow and honest process of reclaiming my own energy - one truthful moment at a time.
I was born to speak - to move words through my Leo Moon voice. I lead from the heart because I don’t know any other way. I am here to disrupt — mindfully. And I’ve been waiting for you.
Next steps:
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Download your free Body Map - a Tarot guided art practice with companion audio.
And if you’re ready to go deeper, meet me inside The Untangling — where we begin loosening the knots together.
Episodes
The newest 20 of 85 episodes
- S6: Ep 87: The Paradox of Endless Self-Discovery: When Knowing Yourself Becomes a Way to Avoid Living · 23 min · Episode 88What if all that self-awareness is becoming a really sophisticated way to stay exactly where you are? You've read the books. Taken the assessments. Explored the frameworks…
- S6: Unscripted Threads: Ep 12: What was Taken from HER · 7 min · Episode 87Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6:Unscripted Threads Ep 11: An Outsiders View on Grief · 13 min · Episode 86Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads-Ep 10: I know this. So WTF?! · 8 min · Episode 85Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 9: You Healed the Wound. Why the Hell are you Still living by it's rules? · 18 min · Episode 84Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 6: When Life Changes, You Don't Have to Lose Yourself · 8 min · Episode 83Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 8: So...what do I do with ALL of this? · 7 min · Episode 82Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 7: And in Last Place...Clarity · 8 min · Episode 81Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads: Knowing Isn't the Destination · 6 min · Episode 80Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 5: Is Self-Knowledge Enough? · 7 min · Episode 79Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads: Ep 4: What if Nothing is Wrong with You? · 5 min · Episode 78Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Episode 3 - Wisdom Doesn't Usually Shout · 4 min · Episode 77Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S5: Ep 1: The Space Between Us: The Body Knows — Healing Intimacy and Safety with Ryan Spence · 43 min · Episode 76**A note before you press play: this episode contains explicit language and adult content. Listen with that in mind. What if the patterns running your relationships were written…
- S6: Unscripted Threads Ep 2 - My Beauty is not up for Your Debate · 3 min · Episode 75Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S5: Episode 75 - The Medicine of Your Roots — A Conversation on Ancestral Healing with Denisse Silva · 59 min · Episode 74Some conversations stop you in your tracks. This is one of them. Patricia sits down with Denise Silva — licensed therapist and founder of Ancestral Therapy — for an honest…
- S5: Ep 72: Unscripted Threads - the conversation beneath the conversation · 3 min · Episode 73Unscripted Threads are short, unfiltered moments from Patricia's real life — a morning walk observation, a Gene Keys contemplation, a line that stopped her mid-page, a thought…
- S5:Episode 71 - Boxed In- Birth to Burnout · 34 min · Episode 72What if the exhaustion you've been carrying isn't about working too hard — but about spending a lifetime living inside boxes that were never built for you? In this episode…
- S5: Episode 73-What Happens When a Man Finally Stops Running From Himself — with Ryan Spence · 55 min · Episode 71Ryan Spence didn't set out to become a healer. He set out to survive. And somewhere between childhood wounds, emotional eating, and a corporate finance career that looked good…
- S5: Episode 70: Trusting Your Intuition: Andrew Spirit on Mediumship, Energy, and Living Fully · 60 min · Episode 69This is a conversation with psychic medium Andrew Spirit about awakening, spiritual hygiene, and trusting what you sense—even when the world tells you not to. Andrew's story…
- S5: Episode 69: Emotional Constipation Is Real—And It's Living in Your Stomach · 38 min · Episode 70That knot you feel? That constant tension? It's not random. It's your body holding what you haven't been able to release. Compressed emotion. Compressed stress. Compressed fear…







