PD RAW
by Nota Bene
Latest episode
Flawless Part 3: Love through the Lens of ASPD and NPD
Flawless Part 3: Love through the Lens of ASPD and NPD
About this podcast
What is it like to suffer from a personality disorder? What lies behind the outside behaviours? PD RAW is a space for people with personality disorders to share lived experiences, to connect to others, stop the feelings of loneliness, break down stigma, and help figure out what is going on inside us .
Episodes
The newest 20 of 50 episodes
- Flawless Part 3: Love through the Lens of ASPD and NPD · 35 min · Season 2 Episode 53Flawless talks about her relationship with her ASPD partner and some of his difficulties. She highlights some of the patterns she has, where she holds back in her interactions…
- Flawless Part 2 - Learning Distrust · 32 min · Season 2 Episode 52Flawless shares some harrowing details of growing up in an environment plagued by intergenerational trauma and emotional abuse. She recounts experiences of being betrayed or…
- Flawless: NPD, ASPD, STPD and Inter-Familial Childhood Torture · 37 min · Season 2 Episode 51TRIGGER WARNING: CHILDHOOD SEXUAL ABUSE In this episode, we meet Flawless, a young woman grappling with the effects of an intense lack of safety in childhood. Flawless outlines…
- Simone: Living with BPD, ADHD, Autism and Family Chaos · 37 min · Season 2 Episode 50Raised by a distant, sometimes violent father and an emotionally unstable mother, Simone was thrust into a caretaker role, trying to stabilise her mother's moods. She describes a…
- Loksat Part 2: Love & Desctruction · 1 h 8 min · Season 2 Episode 49TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE, VIOLENCE AND MANIPULATION Loksat, diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder in his late teens, discusses his why he now thinks that he is more likely…
- Loksat: NPD with ASPD Traits - Abusive Relationship Patterns · 59 min · Season 2 Episode 48TRIGGER WARNING: DISCUSSIONS OF ABUSE Loksat was diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder (ASPD) at a young age but now, having started to reconnect with his feelings…
- Learning Vulnerability - Ilkin Part 2 · 55 min · Season 1 Episode 46Ilkin talks about his NPD, the suffering behind it, and the steps which led to a great improvement in his experience of himself.
- Ilkin: A Journey from Specialness to Ordinariness - Part 1 · 1 h 23 min · Season 1 Episode 45Ilkan comes from a country that was once part of the USSR. He shares his journey of self-discovery and recovery and reflects on the perceptions he held about his own intelligence…
- Invisible Part 2: NPD Recovery · 49 min · Season 1 Episode 44In a candid discussion, support-forum moderator and creator of npd-recovery.com, "Invis", opens up about her journey through addiction and mental health issues, finding growth…
- Invisible: BPD, NPD & ASPD = cPTSD · 49 min · Season 1 Episode 43Meet the creator of the npd-recovery.com website.
- Haifa - Bird in a Cage · 56 min · Season 1 Episode 42In this podcast episode, Haifa discusses her diagnoses of borderline personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder, giving insight into the challenges and…
- Lack of Internal Structure & Enmeshing Relationships · 57 min · Season 1 Episode 41Enmeshed families are said to be created by adults who do not have clear psychological boundaries. These boundaries are part of what helps a child to develop their own sense of…
- Derek - NPD · 2 h 1 min · Season 2 Episode 40Derek is an English teacher who has spent decades running a classroom with strength and confidence. Behind the scenes, he battled the trauma of very painful childhood…
- Hiding: What is Behind Our Walls? · 40 min · Season 1 Episode 39Have you ever had one of those nightmares where you are in a group of people and something really humiliating has happened? Shame is such a deep, powerful emotion. It makes us…
- NPD Awareness Month · 1 h 24 min · Season 1 Episode 38To mark the inaugural NPD Awareness Month, 4 guests joined the creator of this campaign, Reddit moderator Invisible Monster, for a moving discussion about how they experience the…
- Ryan Part 2: NPD, Courage and Authenticity · 1 h 32 min · Season 1 Episode 37Ryan faced addiction, rehab and the breakdown of his relationship as he wrestled with accepting his diagnosis. With the support of a therapist, he was finally able to face his…
- Ryan Part 1: Breaking through Grandiosity (NPD) · 1 h 20 min · Season 1 Episode 36Ryan's family dragged themselves up out of poverty, but despite outward appearances, real happiness was elusive. With a second failed marriage, Ryan was forced to look inside for…
- Guide: BPD+NPD with traits of HPD & OCD · 60 min · Season 1 Episode 35Guide is a young person affected by a complex diagnosis, but who is facing it with determination and clarity.
- Who - ASPD · 1 h 14 min · Season 1 Episode 34In this episode, Tulip sits down for a chat with Who about ASPD and her perspective on the stigma surrounding it.
- Lisa Charlebois Part 2 - Healed Narcissist & Therapist · 1 h 24 min · Season 1 Episode 33Therapist Lisa Charlebois talks about treating people grappling with narcissism, what to look for in a therapist and her experiences with a borderline mother. Lisa has been brave…
