Selfamusic Podcast
de Rachael
"I Try, I Try, and I Try To Tell Myself It's Alright"
Sobre este podcast
What if you stopped trying to figure out how you’re feeling and just pressed play? 🎧
Welcome to Selfamusic, a mental health podcast where music gets to do some of the talking.
We explore the songs that make us cry, dance, remember, rage, heal, laugh, or stare dramatically out a car window like we’re starring in our own music video. Sometimes there’s a deeper conversation hiding underneath a song. Sometimes there isn’t. And that’s okay.
I’m not here to tell you what a song means or what you’re supposed to take from it. I’m here to give you something to listen to, something to think about, and maybe a question or two to carry with you.
*A little note for returning listeners: Selfamusic has evolved over the years. The earlier seasons are more personal and often document me working through my own experiences in real time.
Season 5 takes a slightly different approach, less teacher, more guide; less “here’s what this means,” more “what does this mean to you?”
Because your experience with a song belongs to you. 🎶
I’m Rachael. This is Selfamusic.
*SEASON 5 IS COMING IN SEPTEMBER!*
Yes, you read that correctly. I have apparently decided to resurrect this podcast after disappearing into the void for a while. 🤷♀️
While you’re waiting for Season 5 to make its grand return, go wander through the previous seasons. Some are more emotional, some are more personal, and some are basically me figuring things out in public. which, honestly, feels very on-brand for me.
New to Selfamusic?
Start with episode:
“The Selfamusic Experiment: How a Song Became My Therapist (Sort Of). “
It’s the origin story of this slightly weird idea and explains how I discovered that sometimes a song can help us get to feelings we can’t quite reach on our own.
So hit follow, poke around the archives, find an episode that catches your attention, and come hang out with me again in September.
The headphones are coming back. 🎧
Episodios
Los 20 episodios más recientes de 129
- "I'm Closing My Eyes At Night But I Ain't Sleepin' The Forever I Saw, I Can't Unsee It" · 33 minLet's talk about something that I ran across that I think needs to be seen from a different perspective. So, I'm going to tell you mine. *Psst.. If you want to skip all the…
- "Oh, Yeah, I Know You're Careful 'Cause You Been Broken Before" · 32 min · Temporada 5 Episodio 3So, yeah.. While recording this episode I realized I have abandonment issues.. Which is the point of this podcast, it's to come face to face with those hurts and issues we have…
- Give Me All The Trumpets · 8 min · Temporada 5 Episodio 2Happy Thursday! Today is the day every year that I dread.. I didn't realize it was on a Thursday this year or I would have made sure I told y'all I wasn't going to be posting…
- "There's Something Very Wrong, What's This?" · 31 min · Temporada 5 Episodio 1Welcome to Season 5! Thank You for being here with me. I appreciate all of you! Let's start off this month talking about something that I have been thinking about. (If you…
- "Through That One Stoplight, No Lookin' Back" · 13 minSo, I learned this trick that may help with lessoning your anxious feelings and helping reset your nervous system. I'll run through it with you in this episode. Try it for a week…
- "That's What's Going On, Nothings Fine" · 16 minThat one seemingly odd thing that happened could be what is there to help you heal.
- "So I Guess The Fortune Teller's Right" · 8 minHave you had a moment where something that seems so coincidental happens to you, that it leaves you going "oh"?
- "You're An Office Park Without Any Trees" · 30 minMaybe being mentally healthy also means letting yourself be a little ridiculous sometimes. (Side note here: the song I suggest has some adult humor in it, so if that’s not your…
- "Bitter And Dumb, You're My Sugarplum" · 10 minThings have been a little too serious around here lately, let's talk about something, not so serious... in fact the opposite of serious. (Side note here: the song I suggest has…
- “It’s Not Like I Made The Choice To Let My Mind Stay So Messy” · 35 minSometimes people aren’t hiding something. Sometimes they’re just trying to function.
- “I’m Holding On, Why Is Everything So Heavy?” · 9 minWelcome to the start of two episodes a week! This one is for you time conscious people, every Monday episode will be less than 10 minutes. If you’d like to hear more on the…
- Selfamusic Experiment: How a Song Became My Therapist (Sort Of) · 33 minSo… how did I end up making a mental health podcast where we use music to explore what we’re feeling? Well, it started with me having a little breakdown in my car that made me…
- "I Never Will Forget Those Nights, I Wonder If It Was A Dream” · 14 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 23Cover?? What cover? Follow Me Here: First, Have you subscribed here? (Do it, you know you want to :) Now check out these places for more content: Tiktok: @selfamusicpod Youtube…
- “I Don’t Care, I Said I Don’t Care, I Don’t Care.” · 38 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 21If you have someone in your life that has ADHD and does things you don’t understand, I need you to sit down and listen (really hear) so I can help you understand one big issue we…
- "I Gotta Tell You The Truth, I'm Full Of Broken Pieces And All My Nights Are Sleepless." · 28 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 20Hey there friends, sorry I've been not around for a while, let's talk a little bit about why!
- "Just Don't Wake Me Now" · 9 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 19Someone pointed something out that I thought was interesting.. *if you’re new here, maybe don’t start with this one.. head down the list to the episode that has the picture of…
- "That's Where You Want To Go To Get Away From It All" · 20 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 18Songs have this incredible power to transport us to different places and times.. When’s the last time you experienced this? Do you remember?
- "There's A Plane Flyin' Outta Here Tonight" · 28 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 16Have you ever had the feeling that you are right where you need to be? Is that something you’ve ever experienced?
- "Say This, Do That" · 35 min · Temporada 4 Episodio 15Let's talk about my biggest insecurity.. We're all human and have them.. This particular one is my biggest issue.







