REWILD + FREE
by Nicole Pasveer
MUSINGS + MAGICK: Late Diagnosed Neurodivergence, Big Decisions &…
About this podcast
What happens when you stop trying to fit neatly into this world?
When you unbecome everything you were told to be?
When you breathe nuance into a world obsessed with the binary?
When you stop chasing linear success and remember the power of the cyclical, the seasonal—the way we were always meant to be?
This is REWILD + FREE.
Not a blueprint. But an invitation.
To unmask. To unravel. To break free—not just from survival, but from the deep conditioning that keeps us disconnected. From each other. From our bodies. From the earth.
In all facets of life—motherhood, womanhood, conscious business, spirituality.
These are the conversations social media can’t hold space for. The ones that don’t fit into bite-sized posts or neat little soundbites. The messy, layered, deeply human ones. A mix of raw personal musings and soul-stirring interviews with those willing to go beyond the surface.
I’m Nicole Pasveer—mother, truth-seeker, activator. Someone who spent years untangling herself from stories that were never hers to hold. I’ve done the people-pleasing, the perfectionism, the fitting into boxes too small for me. I know what it feels like to wake up and realize—this isn’t who I am.
So here we are.
Stirring good kinda trouble.
Having the conversations that matter—healing, liberation, decolonization, reimagining how we live, work, and lead. Not with easy answers, but with big, bold, sometimes impossible-to-answer questions.
Where nuance, reclamation, and reimagination collide
Let’s rewild and remember. Together.
Connect with Nicole on IG (@nicolepasveer)
Episodes
The newest 20 of 98 episodes
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: Late Diagnosed Neurodivergence, Big Decisions & New Directions WITH LAUREN & NICOLE · 55 min · Season 1 Episode 94After nearly a year away from the microphone, we're back with a life update that (in true Lauren & Nicole style) manages to cover ADHD diagnoses, fractured bones, nursing…
- Bamboozled by My Own Anxiety: The Tenderness of Stepping into a New Identity · 26 min · Season 1 Episode 93In this little riff, I attempt to unpack what it really means to “step into a new identity”... beyond the pinterest quotes and pop spiritual manifestation fluff. From the…
- Rewilding Your Nervous System (92) · 20 min · Season 1 Episode 92What if your nervous system isn’t something to fix or “capacity build”? What if the most radical practice isn’t doing more, but simply noticing? And what if the mainstream…
- Lazy Marketing + Dissolving Shame: Escaping the "If-Then" Trap (IG LIVE Sept 29/25) · 20 min · Season 1 Episode 91I went live this week on Instagram planning to “market” my new group… and instead rambled about lazy launches, shame spirals, motherhood, if-then thinking, and why I’m DONE…
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: ADHD Diagnosis Dilemmas and New Seasons of Motherhood (SEPTEMBER FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE) · 34 min · Season 1 Episode 90Under September’s full moon, we sit in the messy middle of it all—thresholds, tenderness, and the very human urge to know what’s on the other side. In this episode, Lauren shares…
- The Trees Were Laughing at Me: Lessons from the Forest About Consistency as a Colonized Fantasy (89) · 9 min · Season 1 Episode 89Today’s quickie episode is basically me getting roasted by the trees on my afternoon walk. The forest had a lot to say about us “silly humans” and our obsession with consistency…
- Creating Anyway: Even When You're Allergic to Structure + Sensitive to Rejection (88) · 37 min · Season 1 Episode 88I’m sharing what it actually feels like to be in a creative season where nothing feels linear, my nervous system is sensitive, and I keep bumping up against the part of me that…
- Simplifying Nervous System Nourishment: A Peek Inside The Reset Room (87) · 13 min · Season 1 Episode 87In a world full of nervous system hacks and performance-driven healing… this is something different. In this short episode, I’m sharing what actually happens inside The Reset…
- Curiosity as a balm for your nervous system (86) · 20 min · Season 1 Episode 86I waited over a month for a date night and when it finally happened, I ended up soooo anxious and crying in the bathtub LOL In this episode, I tell the whole story including how…
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: Matrescence and the Nervous System (JULY FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE) · 20 min · Season 1 Episode 85Concepts like matrescence and the nervous system are getting more attention, FINALLY! But as they become buzzwords, they’re often watered down, overgeneralized, and stripped of…
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: Evolving Out Loud: Messy Creation, People Pleasing & Business as a Living Ecosystem (JUNE FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE) · 47 min · Season 1 Episode 84Nicole and Lauren gather just ahead of the full moon to share honest updates and reflections on life, business, and the ever-changing seasons of motherhood. Our biggest intention…
- When your own rules stop working: how to trust your own rhythm · 33 min · Season 1 Episode 83What happens when the structures and routines you built to support yourself… stop working? What if you’re not lazy, just in a different season? And honestly, WTF does lazy even…
- Finding fulfillment even when money isn't flowing in your business (82) · 32 min · Season 1 Episode 82A little riff in the car sharing what’s been alive in my world lately and extending a gentle invitation to soften the grip, sprinkle in some silliness, and take a deep exhale…
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: Embodiment Made Easy, Desire Made Holy, and Business Made to Nourish (MAY FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE) · 1 h 19 min · Season 1 Episode 81Buckle up. This one’s a ride. We honestly joked that the whole thing could’ve just been a blooper reel LOL but buried inside the Moana 2 quotes, pizza-cupcake metaphors, fat cat…
- Decolonize Your Mind: Breaking Up with the Mind F*cks of Business, Motherhood + Neurodivergence w/ Tiff Dee (80) · 1 h 54 min · Season 1 Episode 80What happens when you wake up to the lies you were raised on? Welcome to the terrain of mind fcks we’re actively unfcking from LOL This “unf*ckery” has a name.. it’s called an…
- Cycles, Sensitivity and the Significance of Labels with Holistic Menstrual Health Educator, Heather Litster (79) · 56 min · Season 1 Episode 79Watch on Youtube HERE Welcome Heather, a holistic menstrual health educator, to this episode of Rewild + Free where we discuss the significance of cycles, sensitivities, body…
- Neurodivergence as a Rite of Passage (78) · 50 min · Season 1 Episode 78In this episode, I share my story of discovering my own neurodivergence — through motherhood, through business, through breaking down and remembering who I really am. I talk…
- MUSINGS + MAGICK: Shedding the “Shoulds” and Illuminating the “Coulds” as Mother Entrepreneurs (APRIL FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE) · 46 min · Season 1 Episode 77We all know about the “shoulds”, but what about the “coulds”? In this episode we reflect on this sneaky feeling of always feeling “behind” despite logically knowing that time is…
- STOP just "charging your worth" (76) · 24 min · Season 1 Episode 76A spicy rant on the dogma of the "charge your worth" narrative in the coaching industry, particularly among (white) women entrepreneurs, and how it often fuels toxic competition…
- Getting comfy with the uncomfortable feelings of growth (75) · 38 min · Season 1 Episode 75Probably for sure gonna cringe later, but I'm hoping what I share in this episode is relatable. I'm assuming I'm not alone in some of this. In this gentle ramble, I take you on a…







